-sighs-

I don’t know how I should feel about this
but I’m deff annoyed at myself for it.

 I have told my sister how you are so fun to be around… I love being able to joke around and laugh and have good times with you, but there is also a time for us to be serious and be able to talk. I have only seen a very small glimpse of that from you and it makes me feel so frustrated at times…

You, on the other hand, are my best friend. Idk why, but recently it has been  bothering me that I am able to have laughing fits countless times in only a couple of hours with you. I have so many laughing fits with my best friend and yet with you, I may only have one or two. Not only do I laugh a lot with my best friend, but we are able to have serious talk about certain things, and we agree on so many things. We think really similarly about so many stuff, especially relationships, and this has been bothering me because you, on the other hand, have a really different view on things compared to mine.

You respect me. You trust me. You make me laugh…
But recently I’ve been asking myself, is that enough?

where’s the love?