February 2012
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Conversation; 12:40am.
“I love you” “I love you more” “Can I tell you something? I hope you don’t take this the wrong way.” “What’s up?” “I really miss you… and I’ve been wanting to make love to you.” -pause- “How would I take that the wrong way?” “Because I don’t want you to misinterpret that. I don’t want...
January 2012
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On Thursday;
We did something that I used to be so scared to even imagine. But it wasn’t bad. It wasn’t bad at all. In fact, I enjoyed it very much.
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Mother;
You will never understand how much it hurts knowing that after so many years of trying so hard to win your affection
I never truly gained it and it hurts knowing that deep down I tell myself that I never really had the affection that a child needs from a mother and a father. I was never close to either of my parents It hurts because the only person whom I consider to have maternal qualities and...
December 2011
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“The people who show little emotion tend to have the biggest feelings.”
After what you said about me being altruistic and I, getting a sudden boldness to look at you straight in the eye, trying not to let my eyes tear
You somehow saw through me and saw how much those words hurt… because you and I both knew that those last words you said to me weren’t true. I watched as you looked away suddenly hit the bushes next to me sending some leaves up in the air...
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I'm tired.
Of everything.
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I haven't done this in a long time;
and all this time I’ve been trying so hard to avoid it
but I couldn’t help it
and the fact that I let it happen after all this time hurts.
What hurts the most is that you were the one who triggered it
and yet you’ll probably never know
and no one will ever notice.
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Relationships aren't necessarily about completing...
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Lee: The biological heart and the heart of my soul are two different things :*
Me: That made me roll my eyes but I still smiled... why you gotta be cute for, huh? xP
Lee: If I stop being cute I might lose u :/ lol
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Good Morning ~
This feels different. We’ve been texting back and forth and it’s actually really nice… mmm :) I’m playing good music, I’m getting some work done, and I’m in a good mood. My sister is having a similar morning too, so that just made me happier <3 It’s the little things that make me happy.
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"Don't feel, don't feel, don't feel ..."
It’s happening again.
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-sighs-
I don’t know how I should feel about this but I’m deff annoyed at myself for it. I have told my sister how you are so fun to be around… I love being able to joke around and laugh and have good times with you, but there is also a time for us to be serious and be able to talk. I have only seen a very small glimpse of that from you and it makes me feel so frustrated at times…...